6.12.2010

Waaaa !! It's December now !!!! 


I'm waiting for my big big big day. =D * Hopefully i will have a wonderful day *


Sad, finally i'm sick now. : ( . Started feel that i'm gonna fall in sick soon on last thurs and now finally i'm sick ! *sob*


Will have last IS quiz on Wed, don't feel like wana study for this last quiz, i'm TIRED !! : (


I just wana rest and be lazy worm ! : (  *whine*


Gotta arrange all my Advanced financial accounting notes tonight ! They are messy and i haven't arrange those chapters which needed by me to sit for the coming final exam. > < .


Sick, sick, sick !!! : ( 

"Mission" completed !

YES !! Finally submitted the last coursework yesterday morning !! No more coursework now !! - Relax a bit -

YES !! Finally finished the last presentation this morning !! HAHA !! - Relax more than a bit - =P

But, i really feeling so tired mentally and physically. Just want to rest and don't want to do anything now. Finally tonight i can sleep without worry of courseworks anymore !! Finally i can have a good sleep. : ) 

Says YEAH ~ YEAHH ~ ~ YEAHHH ~ ~ ~

Well, still have the last quiz and 1 final exam to go. Will try my best to be hardworking. =P * Maybe say only* haha 

Exhausted~

There is only a word can describe my feeling now - EXHAUSTED 


Feeling tired and moody, previously, i do face laptop everyday just to relax. But, lately, i have been facing laptop everyday to do courseworks. I'm going crazy soon ! .....or maybe i have already crazy at the moment. > < 


I hate November! Courseworks are stressing me up! 


One more week to go, remind myself to be tough and complete my coursework in a proper situation. NO nightmares and insomnia please ! I'm definitely scare of look at myself with super darker dark circles. 

19.11.10

I hate myself being like this ! hate hate hate ! 


Hate myself being so fragile, just know how to cry, cry and cry although i know that cry is not a way for me to solve my problems ! Stop being so upset because of courseworks! Should use the time that i waste on crying to do my coursework! 


2 more weeks only, just bear with it please ! 


I'm seriously not good in handle stress that i'm having ! Thanks to my friends who always concern of me, "catch" me in FB just to know am i okay or not, u guys know who you are ! =) 


I'm glad that you guys concern of me in this very moment, it does cheer me some. 


Promise that i'll be back ( Siao Ding Dong ) soon and you guys can stop worry of me always ;) 

14.11.10

Produced only 124words today. >< happy ? hmmm... Maybe yes : ) Finally i had fully completed task ( B ) after added those 124words that i produced today. >< * I'm lame actually * Please ..I don't want to face this task ( B ) anymore , hopefully what i had done aren't out of the topic. 2 & 1/2 questions more to go. * pui *

Sunday - Wasted my time for shopping, talking and doing NOTHING . * cham ar * : ( 

Monday - ??? ( * no answer yet * ) soon will know it . xD . Hopefully there is SOMETHING but not NOTHING. 

Wahahaha , i'm syiok-ing .. viewed hc's photo album ( outing at hardrock ) and commented . HAHAHAHA ...i had fun coz of her . :P Specially to Hc :  buddy, i'm still seeking for ur neck . ROFL.

Well, enough fun for tonight and gotta off to bed now. Good night to myself. :P *I'm siao-ing* >< 

13.11.10

Google , Google , Google --- my " favourite" for 2more weeks .


Read, read and read a lot of articles to help me understanding about Google's services and products, its the only way i can complete my IS coursework. 


Went out for dinner last night at Secret Recipe, eGate. Love to have my fav cappuccino cheese cake, its YUMMY~ ~ but i couldn't finish up my main course prawn macaroni with cheese .... can't take too much cheese , it made me feel disgusting :P ... 


I just wish i can complete my IS coursework as soon as possible . Its my only aim for now . Hopefully i can complete it. 

It's my day

=.='''  >>>  It has been proven that what Dee Dee said is true ( i update my blog frequently = Once in 2months time )


It's the first time i skipped class today ! skipped Information System and Advanced Financial Accounting class today ! It's been 100days my grandma is gone, there is a small ceremony and we were going to pray her. It's the reason of why i skipped class today. Relatives were coming to my house to have their lunch and chitchat after that ceremony is ended. After that, went to tm point to settle my streamyx bill and help my cousin to change their streamyx plan and lastly, brought my cousin sis's laptop to the Dell center for repairing. ( It's my day for today )


Time really do flies fast, it's beginning of November now and i do wish that there is a Pause button which i can press and the time can stop "ti tok ti tok" ( running ). There are two courseworks waiting for me to "dating" with them : ( and i need to submit them on end of November which mean i still have about 3weeks to complete them. I have no mood to start it now although i planned to start my IS case study today. I'm sure i'll read up my IS case study on tomorrow and start seeking for info. *** Work harder pls ***  


I'm kinda worry of my research skill and advanced financial accounting midterm results. I can only know my results on next tuesday and wednesday, hopefully i can pass NICELY. 

Spider web

WOAH ~ ~ ~


My blog has been growing spider web >< 


Planned to update it by today , not sure what i was doing the whole day and it ended up with no update. >< 


I'm feeling so tired now , hopefully i can sleep well tonight . Tonight will be a good good night for me to fall asleep (^__^). Good night World .

珍惜

最近的我终于懂得了所谓的"失去了才会学会珍惜'' 这个道理. 在瞬间失去了一位亲人,  很亲的那一种, 还一起住在同一屋檐下,


有很多的没有想过:
-从来没有想过她会这么快离开我
-从来没想过如果有一天她离开了,我的感受会是如何的?
-从来没想过她在我心中的重要性
-从来没有想过她的离开会对我所造成影响
-从来没想过她在我心中原来是这么重要的
-从来没想过我的心里是在乎她的
-从来没想过我的心里是重视她的
-从来没想过自己很多时候都很过份
-从来没想过自己很多时候都很无理
-从来没想过原来她也是疼我的
真的有很多的没有想过


瞬间, 她离开了, 真的很突然, 一开始时,我真的无法接受, 无法接受她离开我们了, 永远离开了,不会在客厅里再见到她了, 不会在饭桌那儿见到她了, 不会在经过她房里见到她了, 不会在她每天都会坐的椅上见到她了, 再也没有机会听到她的声音了, 她不在了, 才知道原来她还在世时, 家里原来是这么热闹的, 心里有的是内疚, 为何她还在世时,我都没有好好地对她, 还常常记较她有没有疼我, 还常常闹脾气, 我真的知错了, 请您原谅我这不孝孙, 心里在乎您多过我所想的, 我真的知错了.

Exhausted

It has been a while i didn't sign in my gmail and also update my blog. =P


Hmmm ... I was kinda busy lately , especially these 2weeks. There is a good news for me , that's i did terminated my p1 yesterday noon. Finally i get to terminate it since i keep facing bad internet connection. It really make me depressed. I'm trying to set a date to go to TM point to apply streamyx cool uni pack, i will make it either on this Friday or next Monday since the package will be ended at end of July and i have to be real quick. 


Just finished my Management Accounting mid term exam on the past Monday, it consists of 30%. I don't know how much i could score over 30% . Since i didn't take account during high sch level (form4-6), i don't have confidence at all in subjects which related to accounts. I didn't study much for my mid term either, just hopefully i could score 15% or above for the mid term. I'm not really interested in Accounting and Finance but i have no choice. My favourite subject is Economic. I wish i can take the course Bachelor in Economic, unfortunately, colleges in Penang do not offer this course. I'm currently trying to make myself 'fall in love' with my accounting subjects. I know i shouldn't be lazy anymore, I should come back home and review what lecturer had taught in class everyday. There is the only way i can improve myself and i know there is no shortcut for success. It is just same concept as a saying : There is no free lunch under the sun. 
( * lazy worms , shoo shoo pls * )


I'm now countdown-ing for weekends, will have a day out with my best friends. Wish to spend more time with one of my best friends who will be leaving Penang soon, i know that i will miss her badly so soon. :''(


Anyway, i will try to update my blog frequently. : )

happy or sad ??

Finally i had started my new semester on last monday, i don't know whether i should feel happy or no ?

Hmmm, maybe i 'm happy that finally i have something useful( sch works) to do instead of spending most of my time in front of laptop and wasting my time in playing games.

Hmmm, i'm unhappy that i have 2subjects this semester but i don't have confidence whether i can cope them or no. Both subjects are related to account, i don't have account basic during form4-6. Well , i should really have to work harder and try to catch up what lecturers have been teaching in class. It's the second week since i started new semester, i still unable to adapt the lecturer's teaching style. It is too complex and i have to slowly analyse in order to make myself understand and i have to thanks one of my friends ( Rachel ) who has account basic and willing to explain to me when i'm getting confuse in class. I do appreciate it a lot. 

MA midterm exam will be dropping on 13/7 , T_T .... hardly imagine my result .... ** I'm over worry again **

Arrgghh !! Currently, i lost my mood in playing games, say bye bye to fb games, will only play those games once in a while. =P 

***** Have to remind myself, don't waste my weekends anymore, have to appreciate it and spend some time to do some revision *****  ( Not sure whether i can make it or not ? ) Hopefully i CAN. 

友情

well， long story ~~


我和Dee在form2时就开始同班了， 也是很谈得来的朋友， form3又有幸地就读同一班啦，也真试地成为好友。


但中间发生了很多不愉快的事件而导致我们都翻脸了，从好友变成了敌人。


Form4我们再次同班了，都抹掉了form3所发生不愉快的事件，又再次当回好友了。


LOL， 可笑的是，Form4年尾又再次发生了不愉快的事情，好友又再次变了敌人。


人生就这么‘起起落落’（福建）吗？


Form5也是就读同一班， 虽然有机会再次欢谈， 但因为某些原因，我们也无法再回到从前那快乐的日子， 我们的友情还是无法再回到从前。


毕业后，也没联络啦，form5毕业后，曾和蒂信息了一会儿，但之后我们又再次失去联络了。也许我们彼此都没有‘心’再联络吧。


哈，昨晚我们却面对面把一切谈开了， 从没想过我会和她面对面把五年前所发生不愉快的事谈开。是喜还是悲啊？*不懂*


在starbuck谈时，眼泪都rolling in eyes了，心里有所感触，友情对我来说是很重要的，我并不是不在乎，心口不一，虽然嘴上是说我再也不在乎了，但其实我很在乎。


俩人就真的谈开了， 我才知道原来form4-form5都有一个卑鄙小人在我们俩之间“扇风点火”， 在我们俩面前“她”都扮好人，原来事实完全与“她”所说的不一样！！！ 事到如今才知道事实，真不知是好事还是坏事， 真的感到很可笑!!! 


* 蒂, 忘掉过去吧，不苦的日子都已被你苦过了，你也熬过了那段难过的日子，我懂我不是“当事人”，我是无法了解你真正的感受，我只能对你说一声对不起， 真的对不起。*


就像Lily所说的，之前你苦过了，现在就正甜中了， 而我们没有尝试苦的人，也许之后我们也会尝到那一种滋味。过去了就让它过去吧。=) 

感动~

今晚和hc分享心事, 有一些事情真的让我觉得很困扰, 和hc分享时,她为我分析,而且她所说的每句都说中了我心中真正的想法,真的很震惊她会如此地了解我,心中有的是更多说不出的感动, 真的感到很感动她竟然会如此了解我. 进去学院就读的我从来没想过会认识到一个知己, 一个值得我去珍惜的好友- hc. 虽然这已不是第一次和她分享心事了,但直到今天我才意识到她是真的那么了解我. 上个学期,我还真的熬过了超辛苦,赶coursework的日子, 也是她帮了我最多, 还有另一位朋友Jahira, 真的很感激她们的关心与支持. hc, arrigato ne . (^^) 之前我们还因为一件事而吵了一架，但极时谈开了，误会也冰释了．有那些朋友不曾吵架的呢？约定好了，下一次学院举办trip，我们会一起去．(^^)　也许我所讲的有些肉麻吧，不好意思咯。

New sem

Wakaoz !! 


I got my time table on 25/5/10 while i was going back to college during sem break in order to get my moral and malaysian results .

              Time table which i got it on 25/5/10


** Only have class on tuesday until friday ( satisfy of it , at least i have 3days of holidays every week)


Today one of my classmates had tagged me on facebook about the latest timetable that she got from college today.


             Time table which my classmate got it on 10/6/10


** Have class everyday from monday until friday ( super duper not satisfy of it, have to study everyday)


Since i entered this college for my further study, i never have class everyday . I'd have to study 4days per week, but never have class everyday (weekdays). Wakaoz !! Everyday , everyday, everyday . : ( 
** Financial accounting and management accounting **


My friend's bf, my friend's brother and one of my friend who had taken management accounting said that it was a very tough subject . ( ~ i'm kinda worry of it ~) 


Well, i will just ''throw away'' unnecessary worries and enjoy my holidays by catching series as much as i can.


1more week to go , time to be serious again and get back to school life . * luck luck *


Wish i could proceed to my second year of degree smoothly. >''<

GAMES的失败者 :P

哇老(walao) ,哇料(waliao),哇便(wapiangz) !!!! 


真羡慕那些朋友玩fb games都可上到''超high level'' 的,我怎么不能啊?? **失败叻**


应该说我玩games只有三分钟热度吧??? 

                ( Cafe World - Level 43)超丢脸的叻,朋友当中最高level已是80+了 :"( 何时才轮到我啊?

  
                         (Restaurant City- Level14) 真糟 : ( 我也是落后很多)

                       (SPP Ranch- Level8) 不够SPP coins, 无法布置美美叻 : (

                     (我朋友Sushi的SPP Ranch, 好美哦 ，何时我才赚够spp coins布置我的ranch啊？）


最近看完了TVB的连续剧 “五味人生”还蛮好看的， 值得追看看哦 ！(^_^)


最近的我在追看一部韩剧“灿烂的遗产” 虽然男主角不帅， 但女主角超可爱的 ，故事情节还蛮好看的，虽然些许部份让人觉得闷闷的， 但总算好看哦 ！


好好好闷啊！！！ 在家里真闷啊！！！


我要开学啦！！要去上课啦！！


快闷坏啦！！！ 

BE@ch Day !

15/5/2010 - First time went to be@ch with my buddies , there is only a word can describe my feeling --> SYIOK ~xD

I went to the beach which located at Teluk Kumbar with Venessa, Sushi & Brook. Hc suppose going to the beach with us, unfortunately she has to attend her grandma's 80 birthday celebration. : (

Uploaded those pictures that captured by us to facebook , other friends came and commented . Aww~ They wanted to go that beach and we decided to go to that beach again on 13/6/2010. : )

                               Nice view : )

                                 Love ~Love~Love~Love (Draw by me :P)

                                   

                                 

觉悟了

哇靠,我还真的是"遗弃"我的部落格好久好久了哟!


四月份还真的很难熬, 从没想过我会那么渡过那段日子. 


忙着两个科目的coursework,一个coursework 2400字, 另一个4000字 .


浪费太多时间去完成那2400字的,结果就耽误了那一个4000字, 才来天天哭泣,不知该怎么办才好. 身边知情的朋友都一直为我加油打气, 叮咛我一定要完成那4000字的coursework, 无论如何都得在due date那天赶完它及在限定的时间交上. 虽然真的很辛苦,但那都是我自己的失误才会搞到这种地步,做coursework时总是要求完美, 又爱拖拖啦啦, 结果就把自己搞到这么辛苦.

经过那难熬的日子, 让我终于体会到了我的time management真的出现了很大的问题. 新学期时,我一定会好好地分配我的时间了,以免类似这样的事情再次发生. < 不要只随口说说,一定要做到才行>

A surprise Holidays

WOOOOWWWWW !!!!

On the past Wednesday, lecturer said that next monday morning class will be canceled due to the invigilation of mid term examination. I was so happy that at least i don't need to wake up early in the morning to attend the class. -Woohoo!-

I just finished business in focus test1 on the past Tuesday, finally exam is OVER !!! * I can take a '' long'' rest  * 

The last 3weeks, we were ''nose deep'' in our notes ( business environment-> moral-> malaysian study->business in focus). --Dying weeks-- 

Got to know a good news on Wednesday night, i was crazy of playing FB games, suddenly Hc asked me to look at Rachel's shoutout in FB which said that our classes are all canceled on next week due to the mid term examination  ,   WOAH ~~ It's a GOOD news for us . =D * A surprise Holidays*

Actually we have mid term exams like others, but our mid term exams have been split into two tests, we taste Bitter following by Sweet, but others taste Sweet following by Bitter . =P We were suffering of k-notes on the past few weeks, but now we can enjoy our whole week of holidays.  -Woohoo!- 

Never addicted to FB games since two or three months ago , but these few days i started to addicted to FB games again. Been busy with my farm ville, social city and etc. Love my social city which i can build my own dreams city . xD

Exam ~exam

Arrghhh !!!!

Exams ~ Exams ~ Exams~

I H.A.T.E exams !!!!!

Haven't revise yet , will have a test ( business environment) on next Monday, and then Moral final exam on Friday and Malaysian study final exam on Saturday.  

My moral notes are so messy , i don't even want to arrange them accordingly. * No mood *

Malaysian study notes , i have been arranging them accordingly but i don't even want to touch them . * Super no mood * 

Business enviroment , the notes are always put properly in my file, i wanted to revise but ........*Sigh * ..... ''Lazyness'' keep floating in my mind ..

Which subjects should i suppose to revise first ??? 

-----------------------------Help me to decide ---------------------------

I'm back

Woah ~ ~ ~

Finally I have the mood to update my blog !! :P

Never been here for quite a long period , I was like totally lost my mood to update my blog . I wanted to update it but don't know what to write about .

Yeah ~ Did pray ''ti gong'' last night and dad played firecrackers , felt so excited by watching the firecrackers/fireworks , niceeeeeeeee !! : D 

Went to bed at about 3.30am , and woke up at 7.20am due to morning class at 8.30am this morning. Went to bed at 3.30am but i don't know when did i fall in sleep, just feel that i sleep = no sleep. 

Had good news this morning when our lecturer came into the class, our wednesday test will be delayed to next monday due to certain reason. I was so happy at that moments because i haven't revise yet and since it has been delayed to next monday, i still have few days more to prepare 4 the test .

But, my friend, Jahira reminded me that i have moral and malaysian study final exams on next friday and saturday .I was like ''stone''  at there , what???!!!! Oh no, i was almost forgotten about that. Awwwww .... *headache headache * ..=(

---------Lazy worms please go away from me ------------

I hate myself , i always do last minutes work especially exams. = ( ( ( (

Movie day

Yes !!!!!

Finally i had watched Avatar, it is a nice movie as my friends said . I went to watch it with hooi chong, watching and eating popcorn at the same time , feel satisfied of it.

Went to Moral class today , get a badnews from lecturer which is our Moral lecturer , Mr.Zaki has gone to Arab for his PHD course and our Malaysian study lecturer will be our Moral lecturer as well.

Sigh....

Started know how to appreciate the ways Mr.Zaki teach us during the lessons , although we feel bored and sleepy due to his ''long long'' explainations of every topics, but he is really knowledgeable in teaching the course.

Well, the other lecturer told us that our Malaysian study mid term results are better than our Moral mid term results, but we have to wait for the result to release.

Malaysian study lecturer said that i did okay for the mid term paper , ain't really understand how ok am I for that paper . *LOL* Hopefully the result is really okay .

holidays ??

Wow, since i finished my moral and malaysian study mid term exams, i 'd feel like i am in holidays now . But in fact, i don't have holidays because i still need to attend moral and malaysian study classes on every wednesday and friday and each will take about 3hours.

What did i do in these few days ??

I'd catch a Korean dramas " 花样男子" (F4) , i like the dramas very much. The story make me feel so touched with a perfect ending and it was meaningful. The hero and heroin were together at the end and before that, they were gone through a lot of hard ways since the hero's mother (they called her as witch) was not agree with their relationship and keep trying to stop them from being together. It was a very nice drama with nice actors and actress. 

I watched this dramas until 6.20am in the morning because of the ending that i have been waiting since i started to watch it and went to bed at 6.30am . * kinda cool, right ??

Friends, do watch this drama when you are free. : P 

Besides that, these few days i was addicted to FB games again . As previous months, i just keep rushing tasks, assignments and coursework , i seldom facebooking . But now, i have spend many hours to play FB games . Play the games for myself and Ong. Ong asked me to play pet ville and fish ville for him while he is working. * such childish couple* LOL

HaPpy new Year 2010

HapPy nEw yEaR 2010 to all my family and my friends.

31/12/2009 - Finished Malaysian study mid term exam at 4.30pm.

99% of my friends did hang out to celebrate and countdown for 2010 , but how about me ?

*Same as previous years, i just stay at home and i was watching astro channel 317 which is Live concert and many singers were there to performance. Besides that, i did switch on my laptop too . :P Do my daily routines->online and facebooking .

Well, in the year 2010 , hopefully everything will be alright and come smoothly.

----------------------HapPy nEw yEaR 2010 ----------------------