Exhausted~

There is only a word can describe my feeling now - EXHAUSTED 


Feeling tired and moody, previously, i do face laptop everyday just to relax. But, lately, i have been facing laptop everyday to do courseworks. I'm going crazy soon ! .....or maybe i have already crazy at the moment. > < 


I hate November! Courseworks are stressing me up! 


One more week to go, remind myself to be tough and complete my coursework in a proper situation. NO nightmares and insomnia please ! I'm definitely scare of look at myself with super darker dark circles. 

19.11.10

I hate myself being like this ! hate hate hate ! 


Hate myself being so fragile, just know how to cry, cry and cry although i know that cry is not a way for me to solve my problems ! Stop being so upset because of courseworks! Should use the time that i waste on crying to do my coursework! 


2 more weeks only, just bear with it please ! 


I'm seriously not good in handle stress that i'm having ! Thanks to my friends who always concern of me, "catch" me in FB just to know am i okay or not, u guys know who you are ! =) 


I'm glad that you guys concern of me in this very moment, it does cheer me some. 


Promise that i'll be back ( Siao Ding Dong ) soon and you guys can stop worry of me always ;) 

14.11.10

Produced only 124words today. >< happy ? hmmm... Maybe yes : ) Finally i had fully completed task ( B ) after added those 124words that i produced today. >< * I'm lame actually * Please ..I don't want to face this task ( B ) anymore , hopefully what i had done aren't out of the topic. 2 & 1/2 questions more to go. * pui *

Sunday - Wasted my time for shopping, talking and doing NOTHING . * cham ar * : ( 

Monday - ??? ( * no answer yet * ) soon will know it . xD . Hopefully there is SOMETHING but not NOTHING. 

Wahahaha , i'm syiok-ing .. viewed hc's photo album ( outing at hardrock ) and commented . HAHAHAHA ...i had fun coz of her . :P Specially to Hc :  buddy, i'm still seeking for ur neck . ROFL.

Well, enough fun for tonight and gotta off to bed now. Good night to myself. :P *I'm siao-ing* >< 

13.11.10

Google , Google , Google --- my " favourite" for 2more weeks .


Read, read and read a lot of articles to help me understanding about Google's services and products, its the only way i can complete my IS coursework. 


Went out for dinner last night at Secret Recipe, eGate. Love to have my fav cappuccino cheese cake, its YUMMY~ ~ but i couldn't finish up my main course prawn macaroni with cheese .... can't take too much cheese , it made me feel disgusting :P ... 


I just wish i can complete my IS coursework as soon as possible . Its my only aim for now . Hopefully i can complete it. 

It's my day

=.='''  >>>  It has been proven that what Dee Dee said is true ( i update my blog frequently = Once in 2months time )


It's the first time i skipped class today ! skipped Information System and Advanced Financial Accounting class today ! It's been 100days my grandma is gone, there is a small ceremony and we were going to pray her. It's the reason of why i skipped class today. Relatives were coming to my house to have their lunch and chitchat after that ceremony is ended. After that, went to tm point to settle my streamyx bill and help my cousin to change their streamyx plan and lastly, brought my cousin sis's laptop to the Dell center for repairing. ( It's my day for today )


Time really do flies fast, it's beginning of November now and i do wish that there is a Pause button which i can press and the time can stop "ti tok ti tok" ( running ). There are two courseworks waiting for me to "dating" with them : ( and i need to submit them on end of November which mean i still have about 3weeks to complete them. I have no mood to start it now although i planned to start my IS case study today. I'm sure i'll read up my IS case study on tomorrow and start seeking for info. *** Work harder pls ***  


I'm kinda worry of my research skill and advanced financial accounting midterm results. I can only know my results on next tuesday and wednesday, hopefully i can pass NICELY. 

Spider web

WOAH ~ ~ ~


My blog has been growing spider web >< 


Planned to update it by today , not sure what i was doing the whole day and it ended up with no update. >< 


I'm feeling so tired now , hopefully i can sleep well tonight . Tonight will be a good good night for me to fall asleep (^__^). Good night World .

珍惜

最近的我终于懂得了所谓的"失去了才会学会珍惜'' 这个道理. 在瞬间失去了一位亲人,  很亲的那一种, 还一起住在同一屋檐下,


有很多的没有想过:
-从来没有想过她会这么快离开我
-从来没想过如果有一天她离开了,我的感受会是如何的?
-从来没想过她在我心中的重要性
-从来没有想过她的离开会对我所造成影响
-从来没想过她在我心中原来是这么重要的
-从来没想过我的心里是在乎她的
-从来没想过我的心里是重视她的
-从来没想过自己很多时候都很过份
-从来没想过自己很多时候都很无理
-从来没想过原来她也是疼我的
真的有很多的没有想过


瞬间, 她离开了, 真的很突然, 一开始时,我真的无法接受, 无法接受她离开我们了, 永远离开了,不会在客厅里再见到她了, 不会在饭桌那儿见到她了, 不会在经过她房里见到她了, 不会在她每天都会坐的椅上见到她了, 再也没有机会听到她的声音了, 她不在了, 才知道原来她还在世时, 家里原来是这么热闹的, 心里有的是内疚, 为何她还在世时,我都没有好好地对她, 还常常记较她有没有疼我, 还常常闹脾气, 我真的知错了, 请您原谅我这不孝孙, 心里在乎您多过我所想的, 我真的知错了.